Thursday February 11 2010

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I stumble out of bed at 1:47pm.


My dream: I’m swimming in a crowded public pool and it’s like a movie I’m watching but I’m there in person viewing all these scenes. I hear a narrator discussing these actors, one of whom is William Fichtner (he played in Contact as a blind man named Kent) and the other a nameless actor I’ve never heard of. William Fichtner is supposed to replace the other actor because of an accident he was in. I can see the whole right side of the nameless actor’s face. It looks like it was burnt off and healed over, very white and bumpy. His nose looks contorted as if someone took a pan and slapped his face creating a permanent indentation. I see him sitting along the side of the pool with a surfboard. He looks sad and he starts paddling around in the water. All of a sudden I see William Fichtner jump in with his surfboard. He starts paddling over to me with haste. I’m wading in the deep end by the corner and I lift myself up on the edge to avoid getting bumped into. All of sudden his face is near my lap and I feel an uncomfortable vibration in my private area. He’s blowing puffs of air there. I want to move away but for some reason I know that if I do it will feel worse. So I wait for him to stop. When he does stop I attempt to move away but he blows one last breath with a teasing sort of smile.


Breakfast: Bagel with Butter and Strawberry Jelly, Coffee with a little Sugar and Cream.


I have a tax mystery shop to do. I go over all the paperwork and schedule an appointment at Jackson Hewitt for tomorrow.


Lunch: Grilled Cheese with Tomato and Basil, Blueberries, Honey Green Tea.


Work at China Wok. The tips are good tonight.


Dinner: Cabbage & Potato Skillet with a piece of Bread, a Banana, and Ginger Ale.


I’m done with 3 dimensional figures. They hurt easy. I’ll stick to 2 dimensional images. They’re stable and stay frozen in perfect imagination.


I eat a bowl of Cinnamon Toast Crunch cereal and a Chocolate Chip Cookie.


I reorganize the bedroom and put in an office desk I found when I was delivering.


I eat Popcorn and Strawberries and Vanilla Yogurt as I watch an episode of Man VS Wild on Youtube.


I wash my clothes. I read. I go to sleep around 5:30am.




[i] Photo. Avi Abrams.

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