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12:08pm I jump out of bed.
Dream: My Landlord’s son Kenneth is on the front porch of my house. I have a long tree branch in my hand with a blue handkerchief wrapped around it. It belongs to Kenneth but I decide to place it on this flagpole in the yard and attach a flag to it that displays some statistics on residency in Virginia Beach. As well, there is an American Flag that I have to move to the other side of the yard. He helps me fix everything up.
Breakfast: Hot Oat Bran Cereal with Cinnamon and Blueberries, Orange Juice, Zinc and Vitamin E.
I meet Mark at his studio in Chesapeake and retrieve the final masters for the new Tokyo songs.
I stop by the Salvation Army thrift store and buy a few cheap VHS tapes.
Lunch: Grilled Cheese with Tomato and Basil, Baked Lay’s, Honey Green Tea, and Vanilla Yogurt and Strawberries.
I organize some music and write out the Tokyo newsletter.
I stretch and exercise.
Dinner: Grilled Salmon, Pasta, and Green Beans.
NBA Jam with Art: 1.5-2
I brew some Oolong and Black Tea to drink for the rest of the week and eat a bowl of Cinnamon Toast Crunch.
I have much to write on. My head is strained and my current state is frustration. I can’t articulate my words because of how flustered I am. It shocks me how I cannot better explain my perspective. I’m learning so little about myself the more I learn about myself. You believe you are better than me? I’m no better than anyone. If all you wanted was comfort then why didn’t you just ask? Love. Hate. Love. Hate. Love. Hate. Love. Hate. Love. Hate Love. Hate.
I eat some applesauce while reading from the book of Proverbs.
5:20am sleep.
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