Wednesday July 21 2010

DREAM: At my old church and asking one of the faculty there a question, “So…its okay for us to do the thing now?” kind of being secretive about it, then walking into another room – it’s big, an empty warehouse. Emily is a tattoo artist and she’s setting up a table. “I need better lighting!” she tells me. I explore the other side of the room looking for something. A table of lamps. One of the touch lamps isn’t working. I grab a desk lamp and a regular lamp. “Here you go…this will work.” She’s irritated by the way I’m setting them up, “It won’t work that way!” Switch to a scene of boys on a school bus riding down the road. They have this custom where they throw out food or bags of food out the window. The seagulls will fly down to inspect or grab the food. And then the boys run out to retrieve it back – like a free-for-all contest. I’m on the bus now. I want to use the restroom. But we don’t have one on this bus. There’s another bus. I run across the street and straight into the back lavatory. The walls are covered in mirrors. All I want to do is relieve these itchy red spots on my butt, but scratching doesn’t help, so I have to use this pen to poke them with. Switch to a scene with Shannon Taylor. She’s playing this new Super Mario Bros. video game. I’m watching the screen, and then I’m playing all of a sudden. I keep growing bigger and smaller…bigger and smaller. I grab a parachute that keeps me afloat above all the obstructions, which include missiles, walking bandits, and a giant woman whose head creeps out above a loft where I need to walk.

2:30 p.m. waking up.

Breakfast: Toasted Bagel with Butter and Strawberry Jam. Dynamo Juice.

Business. Working on website.

Stretching.

Lunch: Grilled Cheese with Tomato. Salt N Vinegar Chips. Honey Green Tea. Blueberries.

A little Unreal.

Musicplayer practice at the storage unit.

Josiah visits and listens in.

Watching some of the Tokyo DVD with Josiah.

Dinner: Beer Battered Cod Fillets. Thai Noodles. Steamed Asparagus. Miller High Life.

Hi Daniel White! Everyone comes over. They’re watching Forest Gump.

Margot and I are left alone watching the rest of the movie – cuddling and talking on the couch.

My desire is strong – being inside her is a feeling of invincibility, a feeling of being in control and out of control at the same time.

Working on stuff online.

Playing Unreal.

Giving Emily a ride to work because her car is broke.

I like it when you sleep over.

Sleep around 6:15 a.m.