DREAM: Just walked into a big gymnasium—everything seems new and shiny. Black dudes are all over the courts playing a game. I walk in the middle of one—the basketballs seem unusually bigger—the heights of the rims seem unusually higher—everybody except for me is really tall. I attempt to grab a ball but have a difficult time dribbling it and handling. I can’t seem to even pick it up to get a good shot. It feels like somebody or something has heavy blocks strapped to my back and I can’t straighten myself.
5:30 p.m. I wake up.
Breakfast: Toasted Bagel Plain with Pumpkin Cream Cheese. Orange Juice. Zinc, Vitamin D.
It snowed while I was sleeping.
Musicplayer practice at the storage unit with Chris and Kal.
Lunch: Grilled Cheese with Tomato. Salt n Vinegar Chips. Honey Green Tea
Making fun of Roma and Art’s laughs. “AHAHAHAHA!”
Relating with Doug on band troubles.
Talking with Margot over the phone while the guy that took advantage of her last Friday sends me messages back and forth. He’s totally denying he had anything to do with it, claiming he never even touched her and blah blah blah. Some of the things he tells me causes me to question the validity of her story.
Walking through the whole night again with her—having her recall all the details. His story isn’t matching up with hers. Everything she can remember points to him though. It just doesn’t make sense. Even if she’s drunk, a girl knows when someone has sex with her. And if his name and his face are the first things that come to mind, then what else do we have? Should we get a DNA sample? I mean, really, why would this guy confess? I know if I did something like this, I wouldn’t have it in me to confess something this cruel, let alone to the boyfriend of the girl. I’d be totally ashamed and would do everything in my power to hide it. So is that what’s happening here? This situation just got worse. But I will use everything in my power to pursue the truth. Hey dirt bag! You can’t hide for too long.
Drinking lots of water tonight for some reason.
Researching.
Eating a Banana and a Pear.
Stretching and doing crunches.
Dinner: Wild Rice Pilaf with Chicken and Mixed Vegetables. Hard Boiled Egg.
Practicing songs at the storage unit.
Chocolate Milk.
Researching information on the legalities of rape and the best course of action after it happens. I’m not going to rest until this case is solved.
Sleep 9:15 a.m.
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