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Waking up at 10:40 a.m.
Irish Oatmeal with Cinnamon, Maca Powder, Maple Syrup, Chia Seeds, Blueberries, and Almond Milk. Green Tea.
All day shift at China Wok.
Ana bombards me with some distressing text messages.
Convincing her the base of any lack in the relationship is circumstantial. The reality is I work on the weekends when she is off work. On the weekdays she works and I teach lessons. The only time we can have together is late at night. Sometimes we're out of energy by the end of the day. She's worried about her "flaws" and being a burden on my life even though I've repeatedly told her how much of a joyful addition she is.
Banana.
The sun is out spritzing the whole city with rays of hope. It's a dramatic change of weather. Senses heightened. Mood brightened. Energy enlightenment.
Scrambled Eggs. Toast with Butter and Jam. Flax Corn Tortilla Chips with Avocado and Salsa. Peanut Butter Chocolate Chip Oatmeal Bites. Oolong Tea.
I've got my windows rolled down and I'm blaring music again. I feel like I haven't played music on the stereo in my car in such a long time. I usually put on podcasts or listen to talk radio.
Orange.
While driving around at night the semi-warm air seems to have highlighted everything in a hyper realistic way.
Off work and back home.
Tofu with Broccoli, Carrots, Onions, and Rice.
Watching Robocop (2014).
Hanging out with Ana briefly. Feeling a sore throat coming on.
Sleep 3:30 a.m.
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