Monday July 26 2021

Waking up around noon.

 

Oatmeal with Cinnamon, Blueberries, and Almond Milk. Irish Breakfast Tea.

 

Working out at the gym.

 

Scrambled Eggs. Toast with Butter and Jam. Popped Chips. Coffee.

Watching Woodstock 99: Peace, Love, and Rage (2021).

 

Teaching lessons at Music Makers.

 

Picking up some Pho Noodle Soup for Ana and I to enjoy together.

 

ELO band practice – there’s a lot of packing up to do there at the space.

 

Back at home.

Peanut Butter. Corn Tortilla Chips.

 

I notice Ana had left the house to go for a walk I suppose. While I’m packing up a suitcase for the trip this weekend she arrives with all kinds of interrogatory questions about this and that. I’m completely blindsided cause I thought everything was good but it really seems like we hit a last straw this time. There’s much to unfold and explain what the underlying reason behind her insecurity and fear that I’m developing some emotionally intimate connection with somebody else. It’s really hard to continue on like this.

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I don’t end up sleeping until 5 something in the morning.