Saturday September 25 2021

 

Waking up at 10:50 a.m.

 

Oatmeal with Cinnamon, Strawberries, and Almond Milk. Scottish Breakfast Tea.

 

MMLIVE band rehearsals all afternoon from noon to 5:00. I’ve got Peter (Joe) helping me for the first time along with Rebecca.

 

PB&J break with an Apple, Banana, and Coffee.

 

After all that, Ana and I drive out to Norfolk for the Psychtober Fest at Smartmouth. My band, Bamm Bamm, is playing along with Hope Magnet, Reptile Tile, DJ Lord Thomas, Deli Kings, and Shagwuf. Josh and I felt really good about our performance – out of the last three shows we did this was the tightest for sure.

 

 

Chicken Sandwich with Fries and Arugula Salad.

 

Back home. Ana and I attempt to have a nice time but something negative always comes up in conversation and we just can’t seem to be nice to each other. I really try but there just isn’t any room for space between each other. She keeps bringing up the idea of moving out for a week or just leaving.

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At some point later on she’s curled up in her bed and I offer a good night.