Waking up at 10 a.m.
Breakfast Bar. Tea.
Rebecca and I head to Nigel’s for the ELO meeting – these have been very productive and things are really coming together.
Banana.
Eggs. Spinach. Crackers. Bagel. Coffee.
Watching that Lakers series.
Teaching lessons at Music Makers.
Picking up a few things from Trader Joe’s.
Meeting up at Mike Mosgrove’s place to talk to him about a game plan for my keyboard rig. He’s also excited to show me his guitar collection and workshop. He’s such a handyman.
Back home. I cook up something simple to eat for dinner: leftover Vegan Burger, Sardines, Rice Pilaf, and Kale.
Watching.
Thinking more about her and how I really take a lot of the responsibility and blame into the progression (or digression I should say) of this separation. I was just sailing through life all busy juggling everything thinking it was fail proof, like what we had developed was unbreakable, like nothing could break it down so much that it disappeared. I allowed myself to get distracted with everything else and neglect the one person that 110% supported me and wanted to be with me. I squandered a good thing. But then another side of me thinks this happened exactly the way it was supposed to. However, I don’t want to believe that either.
Dropping off the recycle.
Snacking on Popcorn and Raspberries.
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