Waking up around 11 a.m.
Oatmeal. Tea.
At Music Makers all afternoon coaching MMLIVE bands with Jake and Rebecca’s help. Three different band rehearsals. Eating a PB&J Bagel with Coffee somewhere in there.
Afterwards, Rebecca and I grab some dinner at Old Beach Tavern – it’s always hit or miss getting food late on a Sunday but they’re one of the few places open.
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Quick Elvis feeding then we return to the 104 space to do one of those dance workouts. These are a lot of fun – helping my body coordination and it’s a good way to spend time together. Awkward moment later on when I politely ask, “Can I steal a kiss?” and she says straight up no. I accept the boundary and kiss her on the cheek. Lately, things have been real different with her since the new year. A lot to unpack with my thoughts here but initially I feel rejected but I understand. I’m gonna take this one cultivating repairing step at a time.
Back home. Catching up on chores and stuff at the computer.
While at the computer I try to catch up on things. I also can’t stop analyzing things in my mind regarding how the dynamic has changed between her and I.
Popcorn.
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