Thursday March 7 2024

 

Waking up.

 

Oatmeal. Tea.

 

Running errands. Catching up on business.

 

Eggs. Spinach. Bagel. Tempeh Bacon. Coffee.

Teaching lessons at Music Makers.

 

Right after, I pick up Brittany and we attend the Chicho’s show. Elliott is playing in his band You’re Jovian and Swirlies. It’s good to see friends of mine too. James, Aaron, Chris Ledbury, Bobby, and more are all crammed into this tiny narrow venue. It’s loud and crisp. I order a small Magherita Pizza and a few lagers. Brittany and I talk back and forth about my troubles with my feelings over Rebecca and what’s going on there. I’ve been struggling to understand the changes in dynamics between us – I’ve been sad and mad. But Brittany helps me gain a little perspective on it. I always feel super comfortable talking with her about anything and everything – I consider us good friends.

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On the way home we continue the insights into my woes and then into some analyzing into her relationship with Jimmy and such.

 

Back home. I was eager to walk over to Rebecca’s just to spend some time with her and the kitties. I was gonna express a few things on my heart but it never feels like the right moment. Regardless, we watch a few entertaining things on our phones and discuss whatever. Funny moment when I go to leave: I grab her hand – she thinks I’m shaking it like a business handshake lol – but I lend a kiss on the top of her hand. We crack a joke about it – she laughs this genuine laugh and big smile. Those are the moments I live for.

 

Settling down back home.